Assalamualaikum
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Haha, i'm back. Wew~ how time flies. Its already 2018 dan saya masih noob dan awkward seperti dulu ㅋㅋㅋ~
Lot of things happened. Bad and good memories. I’ve also lost my Ma,
yeap, the most painful one and I’m still healing from that experience. Ma pulang ke rahmatullah bulan September 2017, tahun lepas. Alhamdulillah,
I got my chance to stay with her after my graduation, sempat kerja kejap (jadi
cikgu tadika), and was able to give her my own pocket money walaupun tak banyak
:’)
Yang paling bertuah sebab saya dapat sentiasa ada di sisi Ma dan uruskan
Ma sepanjang dia sakit, even at her last moment pun Allah bagi rezeki untuk
saya ajar Ma mengucap. Ahh, I’m gonna tear up whenever I try to remember those
things. Allah, I love her so much. All I want is to be reunited with my Ma
again T.T
Sebenarnya tak nak ungkitkan pasal ni, sebab its gonna be a loooonggg
story and I won’t be strong enough to share it yet. So, lets just skip to good
things ja yah? >,< (like I have any reader thou)
Whatever, I’m writing this for my memories.
So, looking at the bright side of these past years, banyak benda
baik-baik berlaku gak. Me myself pun banyak berubah. ㅋㅋㅋ
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| flip hair// over gituww |
I’m being an adult now. Bila baca balik all those posts I used to write
masa zaman hingusan Ya Rabbi, heyyy, I feel like slapping my own stupid self.
Budak-budak sangat! Yela, sekarang dah 25 tahun tapi kadang-kadang
perangai immature tu masih ada. Hahah.
Yeap, perangai tu masih belum berjaya diubah. I’m still being agak
immature bila hyper, perangai rimau pun ada je (someone refers me being a rimau
whenever I’m raging, well yeah, I’m a hot tempered girl woman). Keras
kepala tu masih ada, tapi I’m evolving within time, saya cuba sedaya upaya saya
untuk ubah perangai tersebut. Lol. Skema.
Dah 25 tahun, I need to act like an adult. Ramai member dah kawin &
dah bina keluarga masing-masing dapat babies comel-comel and yet, here I am
masih belum berkeinginan untuk berumah tangga. Hahah. Don’t ask me why. Sooner
or later I might be writing about that as well.
Apart from that, I also got my chance (lebih tepat diberikan rezeki) to
perform Umrah with my Abah. Kitorang gi hari mengundi : 9th May, 2017. Memang tak sempat pangkah undi pun haha. Tapi takpe sebab dapat peluang seumur hidup ni! Kitorang gi pakej 15 hari dan Alhamdulillah, berpeluang tunai umrah di bulan Ramadhan. I'm
still feeling so blessed. Bahagia yang amat. Thank you Allah for granting my
wish. Alhamdulillah gak, semua urusan dipermudahkan kat sana. Sampai sekarang I’m
still over-pouring with joy and blessing sebab dapat gak jejak kali ke Tanah
Haram. Siiikiiit je sedih, sebab tak dapat buat umrah dengan Ma. Takpelah,
Allah jemput Ma pulang dulu. At least, datang sini saya dapat heal myself.
Syukur atas segala ketentuan-Nya. After all, He know the best :D
So, visiting Holy Land, Makkah and Madinah, checked ✔
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| Abah & Me, depan Kaabah :'D |
So, that’s it for this latest entry.
Hahah. Blogging requires me to write and writing kinda confuse me sometimes.
Tengah syok typing tetiba hilang idea (macam sekarang) ㅋㅋㅋ
Kalau rajin, I’ll write for another post.
Till then, adios. Haha
p/s:
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terasa
lemah-lembut masa tulis entry ni. Sopan khennn? hahah, i'm a lady now gais :p
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just
changed my header and re-edited a few posts yang merepek gak
